Been going through some pretty rough time lately trying to fill that void in my chest. I feel as if a good part of my life I was walking around without a soul because I let everything else around me eat it up and destroy it. Now I’m struggling to find it again. I’m struggling to figure out what I truly want out of a certain part of my life because I can’t feel anything for it. Not quite sure if it’s a good thing but I really don’t like feeling nothing over something I know I should have the most love for. It’s throwing me off because it’s either everything or nothing at all.
On a good note though, I’m proud of myself for handling the situation much better than I would’ve last year or even earlier this year. I just know better than to keep anything that no longer nourishes my soul. And I don’t let myself get stuck in that depressing state as much as I used to before. I’m feeling a looooot better now and I’m actually letting myself enjoy life and all it has to offer.
I am EXTREMELY STOKED to go to Us the Duo’s show in House of Blues this Thursday. I bought my ticket since June and that’s exactly how long I’ve been waiting for it. Too damn excited to hear their beautiful, soulful voices and be inspired by their talents and their love.
There are too many good shows happening right now omg ;-; debating if I should really treat my brother out and pay $100 to go to Jason Mraz’s concert together this month but idkkkkk because when school starts I’ll be working less hours which means making less mulahh so I must start saving up now. But it’s Jason. FREAKIN. Mraz. I already let Beyoncé pass by idk how I’m gonna let myself miss seeing this guy. Ughhhhhh. It’s probably sold out by now :cc at least I have another show to look forward to by the end of the month!
But maaaan I live for these kinds of things. I live for concerts and seeing talented people do what they love to do with the utmost passion. When I start making some real hard cash, I’d probably be spending most on concert tickets and maybe on clothes too. What is food? Lol